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4月4日 new environmenthaha....i leave my school n went into a whole new sch new environment since last month. u neo d date i transfer 2 a new sch? haha....is valentine, isin't tat cool? haha.....tis blog is kind of late, bcz recently....i am EXTREMELY busy with al those freaking projects. is kind of odd when i first went into tat new sch. haha...is my freshman year,MY SWEET SIXTEEN!! i am going 2 b here at least for 2 years. haha..hopig somebodywil wink at me, n siad...i never c u b4...cn we b frien? haha...bt of crse nt guys, my sch is al single sex.haha...so....b comfortable N rock my life. hm....i am chinese-educated. can't denied my english..is sux!! bt by a slip of fate, i choose 2 change my life n transfer 2 a english school,haha....n is hard 4 me 2 enter. hm..may b u wil wondering y tis stupid gal made such silly decision? haha...al tis happen bcz of my dream, dn neo y , a sudden realisation, i wanted 2 try something new so tat i won't feel regret when i past my 16, my honeyoon year. i stil mb my first day, i cn't reli communicate with them,of crse!! i can understand them,haha..bt my speaking is freaking cool with all those chinese slang. erm..last time, i mean in my old school. haha....students r quite or....very self-fish n self-centred. haha...dey dn care abt u n how r u going 2 performance in ur exam, haha...may b dey wil pray hard so tat u...wil fail!! haha...bt tis new sch i like it!! yesterday....a student jz came n approach me. at first, i tot tat she is jz going 2 say "hi" den ..may b dissappeared. haha....u neo wad? she ask me how i do in my exam? haha...isint tat weird 4 some1 tat ask u tat question when u gals first met? haha...i ans is quite "ok". haha..i hope u understand wat do i mean by "ok". haha...she offered herslef 2 give my ttn on certain subject. haha...i am shock!!! she is very busy, bt she still willing 2 help me. haha...u neo wad? my goal is....haha...change sc every 2 years.. haha...is so freaking fun 2 get into a new environmnent n chow i adapt with their culuture!! 10月30日 changed..Finally, 2day i realized d fact tat i had changed. Change terrifies most of us, so am i. hm..2day i recieve an e-mail, n tat reli shocked me, i had realised smtg important, i lost my commitment n wat reli matters, i lost myself n d PASSION tat i usually hav 4 my job. duties!! wat i hate 2 say is, i changed 2 wrost, an irresponsble prefect is wat I am (haha…4 nw la), care ntg abt my post n duties, al i wn is jz enjoyment. n tat is ba......d !! haha..nw nw i usualy nw I usually does is sit bac n relax, of crse wit my tv on la. bt i reli wn 2 change FROM TIS la!! i reli wn 2 find bac al my passion tat i hav in my life n duties. hm..reli mis those days when i tried my best 2 achieve my goal. haiyo...nw i jz lik a lazy pig la, doing ntg...no goals n no aim!! Yeap, i do change a lot,bt is tat gud or bad? i think tat no1 cn ans me, hm.. yaep, those who reli understand n neo me wel.haha..i think tat particuar person does nt exist, hm... except d 1 who created me. Every 1 in tis smal little universe is different n unique.the changes tat occour on me, hm..i think suc things ( peronality n atituse changes) usually happen when human beings differ between their childood n teenage life, n tat wat happening on me NOW!! Haiz… haha..bt nvm la I am vry optimistic wn , tat is past already i cn't change anything. nw, i jz cn try 2 find n explore me, a vry own ME......
10月27日 hm..choices!!yeah..finally al my stress is gone, nw cn really relax. haha..come let hm...after a week rest,nw i finally feel..hm..i think sien is d best 2 describe me, ntg more 2 do..everyday jz on9, listen 2 music, watch dvd n wat is d wrose,NTG more i can do,tis is my whole day routine, hm..i think tis is wat they called "meaningful life", haha..doin ntg!! anyway tis is not wat i am botherin rite nw, i am jz havin a huge headache on wat stream i should choose nex year!! i consider tis as super important decision 2 do as tis is d begining of my pathway...art or sc?? no comment at all. erm..jz dn neo wat i lik n wat should i choose..human being is so troublesome, when there r no choices,u scream 2 hav it, bt when there r choices, u feel headche of wat should u choice. y life has 2 make choices n i jz hate it, cz i am a sux decision maker, haha..always think of "brilliant" idea n in d end they jz turn up 2 be a disaster. all my frien has choosed sc n jz leave me hangin..they said tat i am i hate it when my frienz r rite, nw world economy jz drop lik hell,
7月18日 unexpected!!oh, my god!!  wat happened the last few day is jz totally unexpected n out of my mind. i had jz bcome a general administration in my club n tat is consider as high post haha..... n my club is the strongest in my schl leh.i felt jz so shocked as i am nt very active in tis club, nt jz tat i had jz won all my frienz. b4 the AGM of course there will b many ppl gosipping around n try to predict their post n u know wat they predict me in the lowest post tat is motorpark guard n 1 of my frienz had been said to b the high post. bt how a?? the trut is jz 360 degree changed as i bcame a high post. human being are so realisested, the next day all my downline come 2 me n greet me n the las time when they walk by me they jz pretend tat i am nt there, jz so hate all these guys!! (tat is the differences when u bcome VIP).actually i am very happy nt bcz i had my post bt i won 1 of my frienz, he/she is too strong tat i never tought tat this day will bcame a reality. all these years nobody realise ta i am talented in leadership, or may b they even never realise tat i had been around them 4 a long long long...time! in a drawing paper, my frienz r purle n i am jz a dull pink in colour, when they saw the paper, they never even know tat pink is more better n they always said that purple r the best( tat really hurt me a lot). haha....bt nevermind tat is my past, nw i should focus on my future. right? life is jz so funny, remember always expect the unexpected!!4月10日 PMR
Yeah!! Yahoo..al is over!! nw, finally i cn really relax n get some rest. haha..wat i lik about it is, nw al my book had "boom" from my room n jz stackes of dvd waiting 4 me. cant describe, d feelin is jz so cool man, no more presure n jz enjoy,enjoy n enjoy! haha..nw i am jz busy in plannin on lot o programme wit my frien. Oh..my god!! tat is jz so cool, we r goin 2 bbq party, banglo stay, camping, shoppin, n many more..
4月4日 a week that change my lifehai.......wat a week that changes me so much. last week i was still an ordinary student that wearing the same uniform with
the others n nobody respect me, haha......bt nw i am a senior prefect that wear different uniform n i feel vry proud of myself (aldo i aren't the best loh). with my today so called "power", i can easily give command 2 the younger n i love 2 do it bcz i am vry bossy lah. i surely believe that the uniform tat we r wearing can make some differnce, jz like las time when i was jz so called "junior", nobody even my down line ever greet/respect me at all. bt nw things change, most of the younger greet my politely!! haha..........n now i am wearing my braclet too, it is painful n i can't eat solid things bt jz consume liquids, if tis continues i will bcome vry vry thin loh. jz a week nia n my physical apperance had change a lot, wearing different uniform, having my braclet n becoming a director in my club too(tis is vry unexpected, as i am jz a new member in tis club). a drastic change in my secondary schl life. 3月12日 February a busy month!!!1. 6.2.08-11.2.08
yoo...new year holiday jz passed n i'm not happy about it. i can't reach my angpau target n what get i jz get so little
only!!
2.10.2.08
i'm still in new year mood but suddenly i realise that i have a dental appoiment n my doc tell me that he is going 2 pull out 2 of my milk teeth if cannot i am going 4 a operation!! my god!! hw can the doc b so cruel i can't go out without my teeth n the wrost is i can't eat!! hpw can he treat me lie tis!!
 haha......... mouth opened without teeth3.12.2.08
after my teeth had pull out, i had my presentation on poem to get my oral test marks!! hw can lik tis!! witout my teeth i can't speak well. so i think that ts will b the wrost presentationin my entire life as i forget some of my poem!! hai... a bad day 4 me!!
 4.13.2.08
my bad day still didn't end, nw i taking photo 4 my annual class photo witout my 2 charming white teeth. i bet that my photo will b vert\y ugly without it
5. 22.2.08
2day is a day tat full of happiness, it is my friends' birthday. they r chenzu, xin hui n jing wen. i jz wish them bt no gift 4 them. i am not so rich that can buy 3
 in a day. hahaha..........2月29日 Gastrick vry pain lohWah! gastrick really vry painloh!!  Yesterday so cold n i already slp until go 2 dreamland liao loh, bt suddenly leh my stomach vry pain until lian stand also cannot. first i thought nvm lah, continue 2 slp n may be 2moro ok liao leh. Gai nia, wan 2 slp also cannot. So i tahan the pain n run 2 my kitchen 2 have some hot drink so that i can feel more better, who know nw lian drink also cannot, drink liao feel lik wan 2 throw out. I faster took 2 panadol bt it still can't cure my pain. i hate gastrick so much, i suffer from that until 5 something in the morning wan 2 go 2 shl liao only feel a little bit better nia. Hw 2 go 2 schl ar? whole nite bor slp so finally i went 2 slp n not went 2 schl loh. haha.......bor go 2 schl siok loh, n the wheather so cold i slp until noon only wake up!!!! |
i think d changes start 2 occour when i am in F2,after so many years hangin out wit al my" cute2" frien(i hope u neo wat i mean by “cute”), haha...i bcom more rebellious or 
. can u jz imagine tat, how cn i study chem,bio whole day long !! tat is jz impossible... n i heard tat bio n chem r hard 2 study, is tat true?
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