Finally, 2day i realized d fact tat i had changed. Change terrifies most of us, so am i.  hua...oh my god!! i had changed a lot, attitude n personality... is tat changes gud or bad? am i starting 2 neo myself beter or tat is consider as losing myself? Looking through my memories, i think these few years hm...especially ar , after i neo yf n sm, i had totally change...  i mean A LOT lol!! hua..they r jz lik bomoh nia, ahaha...dn neo wat "ang kong hu" (hokkien) they gav 2 me ar, reli mak me a diferent person. las time, haha...las time i vry guai wn le,bt nw, haha...dn neo lo. hm..i think d changes start 2 occour when i am in F2,after so many years hangin out wit al my" cute2" frien(i hope u neo wat i mean by “cute”), haha...i bcom more rebellious or   erm..i think haha...is beter 2 use d word daring la, n outspoken( wat i mean is compare wit las time la)  d mos important is nw i  feel free from al my burden n problem, haiyo..of crse is they shared wit me la. haha..isn't tat they r my gud "shun you"( chinese)?

hm..2day i recieve an e-mail, n tat reli shocked me, i had realised smtg important, i lost my commitment n wat reli matters, i lost myself n d PASSION tat i usually hav 4 my job. duties!! wat i hate 2 say is, i changed 2 wrost, an irresponsble prefect is wat I am (haha…4 nw la), care ntg abt my post n duties, al i wn is jz enjoyment. n tat is ba......d !! haha..nw nw i usualy nw I usually does is sit bac n relax, of crse wit my tv on la. bt i reli wn 2 change FROM TIS la!! i reli wn 2 find bac al my passion tat i hav in my life n duties. hm..reli mis those days when i tried my best 2 achieve my goal. haiyo...nw i jz lik a lazy pig la, doing ntg...no goals n no aim!! Yeap, i do change a lot,bt is tat gud or bad? i think tat no1 cn ans me, hm.. yaep, those who reli understand n neo me wel.haha..i think tat particuar person does nt exist, hm... except d 1 who created me. Every 1 in tis smal little universe is different n unique.the changes tat occour on me, hm..i think  suc things ( peronality n atituse changes) usually happen when human beings differ between their childood n teenage life, n tat wat happening on me NOW!! Haiz… haha..bt nvm la I am vry optimistic wn , tat is past already i cn't change anything.

nw, i jz cn try 2 find n explore me, a vry own ME......